Books I got this week
Nothing. I haven’t gotten anything bookish for a while :(
Posts on the blog:
Why I’ve been missing lately
Man, I’ve been in such a slump lately guys =/ Some of you may have noticed I’ve been missing from the blog for a while. I fell into a really horrible reading slump for the first two weeks of March and I’m still struggling with it. I’ve only finished two books – which is really bad for me. I’ve been reading 12-15 books a month!
I’m also in a blogging slump – I was doing great there for a while, that’s what kills me. I had 2 weeks of regular posts and a month of reviews scheduled. I was ahead on everything and the only posts I had to worry about were the weekly wrap ups. Now I’ve fallen way behind – I still have to write about 5 reviews, and I’ve barely been getting my posts up on the day they’re supposed to be up. I missed last week’s wrap up and I didn’t have any reviews this week. It’s really depressing :( I just haven’t had the motivation or the desire to do anything lately.
I’ve also not been visiting blogs lately. There’s about 40-50 posts in each of my subscription folders. Another thing I haven’t felt like doing.
It’s really upsetting me. I miss you guys, but I’m really struggling with some things this month. The financial situation is difficult right now, and there’s a lot of things piling up on my shoulders that I don’t know how to deal with. I’ve been in a mental/emotional funk for the last couple of weeks, too. My mind has been in a kind of dark and scary place lately and I’m having trouble pulling out of it. I want to get a physical and see if I might have a vitamin deficiency, then if needed seek further help for possible dysthymia, but I don’t have insurance. Which I’m going to have to pay a disgusting fine for when I get my taxes done (there’s another thing – it’s almost April and I still haven’t done it). I feel like shit all the time – lazy, tired, unmotivated…fat – and it’s keeping me from simple functions like cleaning the house and working on things. And reading. I miss reading, but when I sit down to read I don’t have the mental capacity to do so. I feel like I’m stuck in a rut and can’t get out of it. Does anyone have any advice? I don’t know what to do…
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