Last week’s topic: Achievements
This week’s topic: Goals & Dreams
To tell you the truth, I don’t really have many goals or dreams, so this is kind of hard for me!
I still haven’t 100% decided on what I want to do with my life yet. For years and years (like, since I was 6 up until I was 20) I wanted to be a veterinary doctor. But after I started working in the field, I realized I didn’t anymore.
Since I started blogging and doing some design things, my new dream is to become a designer. But, there’s some days I doubt. I don’t know if I’m cut out for it, or if I’m 100% sure it’s what I want to do. It seems so out of reach that I don’t know if I can get there. I don’t even know where to start. That may sound negative, and I know I should believe in myself, but it’s just so hard sometimes.
Truthfully, all I really want is to work for myself and still make good money at it. I don’t want to struggle to make ends meet my whole life. I want to live comfortably, yet still have the extra money to do frivolous things from time to time. Mainly, I want the wiggle room when it’s needed. Example: If our furnace dies (god forbid!) and we have to replace it; I want to have the money to do that, immediately, without any worries, instead of stressing and struggling to figure out where to come up with the money.
My main goal for this year is to get back down to what I was 5 years ago (7-8 inches smaller and 35 pounds lighter) before I get married in November!
After that…I don’t really know lol. I’m not gonna lie, I don’t really think about the future very much. I don’t have a plan for life. Probably not a good thing, but oh well…